MULADHARA – ROOT
First Energy Center – Root Chakra – Scarlet Red
Ruby, Garnet and Red Coral are my armour. They shield the life force and the fire that runs through my blood. Red evokes in me the colours of courage, confidence, energy and strength.
I am Wild.
I see myself as a rebel diva, a fearless warrior woman. I journey the road less travelled and march to the beat of my own drum. My quest is to conquer fear with fierce grit.
To thrive in what can be a jungle out there I train my fear to take on the fight not flight reaction to situations in my life. I tell my fear that I am its badass boss! I commit to confronting fear, face to face. When I breathe it in, deep into the base of my spine I accept it, feel it and reflect on my fearing thoughts, feelings and body sensations; I extinguish the power of fear over me and set my fear free.
I feel strong and ready to face the world when i wear my Ruby pieces. I feel a deep red colour enveloping me. They are my personal protective amulets- and give me conviction and fortitude. I no longer hide from situations whereby I might experience humiliation, rejection and failure even though it might feel safer at the time. We need to feel safe and invulnerable. We need to increase our vitality, motivation and stamina.
I release lower density energies. I release traumas. I release lack of mentality. I release baggage and burden. I release not feeling safe and secure. I release anger. I am the navigator of my journey.
I no longer cling to fear- trapped in a self made prison of compromise, distraction and excuses. I do not let procrastination sabotage me. I learnt the more I stayed on the fence the more fear controlled me. My self talk of “I’m too tired, I’m too busy, I’ve not got the looks, I’m not smart enough” would lead me to losing confidence and creating saboteurs. I made the liberating decision to treat fear as a cue to take action- a battle cry to drive me. I am now in charge of my fear. It has now become an ally from my subconscious to help me reach my full potential.
We must propel ourselves towards action. We must use as many physical inhibitions as we can to rise above our internal conflict. These might include bungee jumping, walking on hot coals and swimming with sharks. I have tobogganed down the great wall of china, performed as an Art Auctioneer in front of large crowds and wrapped a snake around my neck in Marrakesh.
We all need to push ourselves and challenge our insecurities and limiting beliefs. It is a daily, grounding practice to discipline our courage muscles. I constantly have to remind myself that my irrational fear is an ego story in the world of my imagination.
When I step outside of my comfort zone and say Yes to fear with resolute belief in a positive outcome- I have experienced breakthroughs. My personal victories have included convincing the hospital system that I could birth my three children naturally, speaking out about sexual harassment, doing toastmasters in front of 100’s of people, flying to the other side of the world to be interviewed for a job I wasn’t qualified to do, confronting a stalker in London, backpacking around India on my own.
Feminine fearlessness is awakening in the hearts of women all around the world. Women have been oppressed by fear for centuries. We have been stripped of our self worth, rendered invisible and domesticated as compliant slaves for a long time. We have been stoned to death, burnt alive and drowned in a domination game. We have suffered throughout the ages and yet we have overcome. We owe it to our female ancestors to wake up our wildness. We are fearlessly female. Today we are lighting up the world with our physical courage and mental tenacity. We stand tall, we are heard, we are seen and we are believed.
I am Goddess